wat a do???

    Yeah School started but I already don't want to go! ummm I was on the drill team but waking up at 6:30 in the morning i'm not feeling john and I are no longer friends because I was telling everyone that he was gay. What the Hell!!!! Why the hell would I go around and talk about someone who I use to consider a best friend. and why would i wait intill my senior year to do it? I have know him for 5 years and now I sart talkin bout him cut the crap I wouldn't wast my breath I have other things to worry bout. and I realy don't care. But thats life at the end you find out who your true friends are and true friends know the truth. But other than tat Ive been good me and my X boyfriend we've been on and off for 3 years are talkin again. Its Nice but we'er just takin it slow. well I g2g holla at cha gurl.

Currently Listening Since You've Been Gone By Damage see related

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         Dang its been a long time. well let me fill yall in I went to this church camp called CAMP ASSENTION and it gave me a new look on life and love..... I met alot of wonderfull people  who I really miss alot. I worked atthe camp and was gone for 2 weeks next year I'm gonna work all for weeks so I had a job. YEAH my first JOB. WHAT WHAT!!| It felt really good to work and get paid. I am the president of the SOUTHWEST DISTRICT Youth group and I gave my presidental adress on monday and I was so nerves but I got through it and I did really good and I got a love offering for thous who don't know what that is it means I got MONEY. WHAT WHAT!!! Well I'm in fashonette and its alot of work I haven't even done any fundraisers. Today I'm going to this church event and thats all. I had Two deaths in my family on tuesday. How does two people of the same family die on the same day! But I'm cool. We atarted drill team practice and its what it is.  I had a number of relationships this summer, some weren't bad others were hell but I got through them all and they came to make me a stronger person.I played alot of Basketball this summer and I ready for school to start because I Have nothing to do and I'm ready to see all my friends. well Holla at cha gurl!!!

                        Love ya

                                  Rachel

Currently Listening Life Goes On By Donell Jones see related

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        it's 1:25am and I'm still up well yesterday was a day full with its ups and downs. Well I went over my cousins house and it was cool we where watching a movie called she hate me about a black man who was a real sussesful man but then he got fired from his job and he couldn't get anyother jobs and then he just started sleeping with lisbos and getting the pregnate charging 10 grand per person its a real freaky spike lee movie. Then I talk to a friend on the phone and we where just catching up and we just started to talk about old times and the conversation went on from there. He asked if I still had feelings for him and I told him yeah because when you Love someone you don't take it away love is forever and never changing.when you truly love someone. And he told me he had feelings for me to and that he missed out on a good thing and he would do anything to get another chance but he is confusing in an understanding way ( if that made any sense at all) but to tell you the turth me and him have been through lots toghether and we had plenty a chances toghether but for right know I'm just going to leave it at words if you know what I'm saying. I just don't want to put myself in a situation where I have to eat my words again. Or I don't trust him again. And this is not the first time he has told me this and last time we told each other this he let me down. I believe that if God really wants you to be with someone then yall will be toghether no matter what you have previously gone through. Yeah I wish I could have that type of relationship with that person again but I think to myself and ask if its really going to work and right know its not I feel like we should just be friend it works alot better that way for know.....

Hey Yall

            Well yesterday I went out to eat with the family which was fun and  talk t my sister who went to cali with my nice Kamaria mailee willard  who I miss to death and there not coming back till th 19th. Then I went to vacation Bible school at New Hope Missionairy Baptist church which is fun because I like to go to church I feel relaxed there. I found out that I had a fan club in KCK which is cool I'm just mad because this guy Name Anthony who looks like dylon from Da Band you know the jamacian one well he told my friend that he had a big crush on me awwwwwwww then he said that all these little boys and some of his older friends started to like  me. I don't know why he told her that because he knows she was going to tell me. but anyway I'm getting ready to go to church camp and I'll see them there the sad thing thou is i'm leavin on the 18th so i won't see my niece and sister till the 22nd. But other than that I haven't been doing anything I think I'm going to go swimmin today so that should be fun and I'm going back to vacation bible scholl so yeah. I have notice that their are a lot of people that care what the world thinks of them and to a certaint extent thats cool but lots of people take it over the top. Why is that, me personaly I don't care what the world thinks of me. I just have enough self respect to clean and dress my self with up. Because when you start to let the world effect you. you lose all self respect you starve yourself or you worry all the time of what other people are saying about you. Just be ypurself, when you change yourself just to fit in or be accepted your being fake and you truly don't belong there or with those people or that boy or girl. When you act your self thats how you find your tue friend and Boyfriends or Girlfriends the ones that will be there whenever the ones that have your back and don't care how you Dress or Act you could act stupid and they wouldn't care. When you don't Care what the world thinks of you you will find that you will get more out of life and most of your days will be Good ones.

Currently Listening Let Me Love You [Australia CD #1] By Mario see related

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         hey yall its been a while,  well nothin really much has been going on. I played in a basketball tournament last weekend and we BEAT Bishop Carole  we have never beat them we have always came close but never beat them and during season they kick our asses so it felt good to beat them. I going to do fashonnetta so I have been doing alot of that stuff so its been fun. I finally seen Coach Carter which is the best movie. I loved it!!!!!!!!  well just want to say hi to all my friends from North and Northwest MAYB Team. I have a question 4 yall. Isn't it true that if you truley Like or LOVE someone you only want to be with Her or Him. You may want to go out with someone other then your mate on the side but you don't because you truley like or love that person and thats enough for you, RIGHT. And if your trying to find someone that you want to be with for a long time or even marry why would you tell your mate that its okay to cheat because your not going to do it or your not around. It shouldn't matter how far you are or what you will and won't do your mate should want to be with you and only you or their not worth your time RIGHT. Because if you give them permission to cheat now what makes you think they won't cheat on you later when you don't want them to, because they get use to cheating on you!!!!!!   JUST SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT!!!  Talk 2 ya laterzzzz

                                         Rachel